ranting - stay away

i sent this "i don't understand what you are doing but it hurts to see you two quarrel. please do something before it's too late."

should i hate or love. hate needs love i realised. sigh, why must things landed up in this way. everyday i see this situation, no confidence in building up a proper and stable relationship. when you are single, you envy couples. but when you are caught and stucked inside one, you envy singles. what an irony!

ok now i feel better. i'm learning to depend on myself yesh! hohoho, life is about management. everything requires planning and it falls under management. life is not a journey, but managing the decisions your made every second.

anyway it sucks! haha. the message that she sent me " i am ok.. i feel better after arouse and agitate him to earn more money. feel better to blare out my unhappiness and worry because he always takes me for granted. ok i am happy, just don't be like him. this is my wish till i die.

it's like what the fuck is this family turning to. i really wanna move out man, fuck this house, fuck this family, fuck this situation. hahaha i'm a fucker i'm a survivor. hohoho..