wow, it's feb.! i haven't been blogging more than two months.. partly lazy, pretty busy with stoning around at home and mapling.! woot.. *deep breathe*

many things has happened, changed and ended.. it has been a new start for me, to once again adapt and pick up the tempo.. i must learn to let go and as time passes by, let it fade, the road is not always straight.. i will climb back onto my feet and let the music beats on.. alright, i ought to be mugging now but my brain and soul are not working. hai, ups and downs.. i'm experiencing the down, really down with a bagpack on my back, squashing me flat on ground.. how i wish friends and everything else are not the primary but secondary to you.. i regret for making such a decision but with much consideration, i guess the drink has turn cold plain dull.. a one sided relationship will make me go insane.. though i feel the burden being lifted up, but i'm neither feeling good.. i hope time will heal and bring me back on field, kicking hard..

ok, exams are coming.. hope all my mates are mugging hard and do well.! get into the option you wan k.? i really love going to school especially now, i miss nano.. all the crapps and bangala that we have talked about.. nano is my darlings.! hee, the nine of us are a mixture of the nine different blends of bangala.. hope i will do well for coming exams and pray hard that i can enter ic, hee..

ok, vday.! hmm, i spend my vday watching planes after planes taking off my doldrums, touching down with euphria.. feel good momentarily.. really glad to have my minature glass bottle with a note inside and a 'grow' in the dark snickers.! thank you so mucchh.. i'm so grateful to the people cheering me up, nano ( indirectly ), zo the bastard, tinyeyes and girl who send me the song , wouldn't it be nice. thank you so muchh, at least i know there's always someone who is behind/beside me.? hmm, thank you.. you know it feels so good when peopel show concern when you are feeling really down.. especially the one who waited for me for the pass two days for a long long time, more then one hour with no complains.. really nice.! (: thanks man bro.. remember ' sight to behold '.? wouldn't it be nice if there's someone beside me now see the aeroplanes fly.! woot, then i will treat you choco.. but i guess, i need some time alone.. my mood is inconsistent.. i can suddenly be so cheerful ( outside ), and turn so emo afterwards.. hai..

ok, this entry might be confusing or complicated for you guys to read.. skip this, i will post a better one soon.. take care everyone..

spare the earth, save the fossils..