i'm feeling down, hai.. you just enter and leave as and when you like.. hai, i wish we can have more time, all the time belonged to us.. two more days, we will be apart for one month and i will miss you much muchh.. you don't look really concern, it breaks my heart.. i feel alone, alone facing different phases daily, from school, work and family.. hope you are there to lend me your ears, hope you are there to comfort mee.. haii, things are not the way i wan it to be, but i will push myself to the limits, just for you my darlingg.. if things start to change, where i have a higher place in you, where i mean more to you, i wil be greatly fortunate.. so, i wish i wish and i wish, wish that things would be the same again, the days we had, the time we spend together.. you might not even read this, but i hope you will.. i feel tattered and torn, with so much discomfort.. iloveyou so..